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i stayed at hostel watch movie whole day, so what?
gosh!Ms Chin tutorial question really tough lk in the hell.
no wonder so many ppl failed her paper.
jz now i had dinner with Milk and her housemates with the Johor friends as well.
i ate a set of fried rice and a set of chicken rice plus a huge cup of herb tea.
i guess i had stopped drinking black coffee since i came to KL.
i barely chat with Vern today. but somehow i can feel that she is a little bit down today.
after the dinner, i fetched the johor friends back to their hostels.
while on the way, i let 1 of them to tell fortune from my hand.
he said he know how to do it.
alrite, i was planning to let him know who i am really are.
then he immediately told me that i am someone who put a high expectancy to myself.
i am a loner. i can do everything alone. then he said i am currently disappointing to my life.
just because i used to get 100% but now i am in 99% so i am disappointed to myself.
then i do a lot of plans for my life.
i admit he got the point.
so now my question to myself is am i pushing myself to get everything too much?













i deserve to be better.