Tuesday, June 9, 2009

afflicted

this is the 1st time ever the group that i am in without teamwork.
there is a girl in my group that looks cute but awful(my opinion).
she tends to wear sexy and be a lot more feminine, such as speak in a very innocent tone,
eat in a very gentle way(slow in my opinion), wear a cap in an air-cond room,
flirt around, tends to be late in every meeting and class(purposely),
irresponsible......
i can have a lot of comments on this slut if 1 day she really make me reach my limit.
i had controlled my temper a lot until she can tell me that "u looks like very vulnerable!"
OMG, i guess this is my achievement on changing myself into some1 calm rather than a strong personality i gave to the previous friends.
ok,fine!
lets talk about what she did!
last week, my lecturer gave us a short group role play.
the 1st thing i did is i read through the characteristic of every role.
then i decide which role i wanted to play and a full script.
after that, the group decided to have a discussion about the plays in 1 of the group member's house.
then, i expect this role play meeting would be finished in 1 hour and we can do other tutorial questions together as well.
but god knows, this so called innocent gal late for meeting for half an hour!
when she arrived, she did it like very innocent and beg for apologize.
fine!we all forgive her!but she kept on repeating that she get used to be late!
even for a 2 hour class lecture, she can late for 1 hour and said "so what?!"
uuurrrghhhh!
then i proposed to the group members that how this role play should be done.
then this slut suddenly came out and disagree my idea.
then other group members asked her whether she got better idea or not.
then she said "i dono!i havent read through the question!but i don think we should do until that assertive!"
gosh!she wasn't in the conversation obviously some more interruption and create the blurs!
i have to work with a group of people that weak in English which probably failed in spm and nvr improved.
i have to raise down my presentation standard to make them looks ok fine!
the problem is the role play should be done in English!
i have to write a full script words by words for them then they just read it out!
this already piss me off!
some more!this slut said my script is a little bit boring!
come on!what do you want?why don you write ur own?!
u guys can even understand my kindergarten english some more u 1 something exciting?
then i write it more exciting for them!
then after that they prefer the boring 1 cos they can afford to do my standard!
fine fine fine!
we spent 3 hours meeting with no results becos of the chaos from the slut!
the other day, we chose to be the 2nd group to present.
then we watched the 1st group presented.
the lecturer gave some comments on the script which is all groups are similar!
the lecturer said should add this add that then cut this cut that!
i don think thats a great deal!so what?cos my script is perfectly in what she wanted!
but this slut that don understand the script at all(i already explained to her in variety of languages)
she blurred!she called off and wanted us to be the last group to present so that I can change the script!
i said my script is perfectly fine and u just do it!stop influence ur group mates to lose confidence!
but she was becoming more blur and i started to piss off feel like want to give her a slap!
luckily the group members listen to me and went to the front and present it!
but!the script was fine!my part was professionally fine!
they screwed!they did it like primary school kid reading books!no emotion!
no passion!so assertiveness!
OMG!this is the lousiest group and presentation i ever make!
and the most uncooperative group i ever lead!
my bad!my bad!and my bad!
if any1 1 to know who this slut is please ask me!i will tell u depends on my mood!
after this there is still a lot more of ridiculous things she did!
is too much until i cant even mention it all right now!i never hate a person so much like now!

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