damon salvatore?luffy?

hello diary, here i am again after i neglect you for some time. Johnson's issue today had stimulize me to write here. i don't know what should i tell him. i'm a loner?i like to do everything in my own way?i hate the way people around me behave?so i kept quiet when he was nagging me for not willing to help him in our group tutorial answers. i shouldn't argue with him because i have to control my nerve. but one thing i can't get over is why people around me just don't appreciate what i had done for them when they desperately need my help. should i let him to compile me to become whoever he want me to be? i had tried so hard to become the original me again. should i give up myself to accept the environment?