mourn

2 days ago, i just celebrated my 21st birthday with my classmates.
they made me felt warm indeed because i never celebrated my birthday with a birthday cake before.
days before that, Mr Teoh was reported committed suicide.
when i read the articles, i admit that i cried.
i believe many readers cried as well.
his dead made me think that if i was the one who was dead.
i still have a lot of dreams never accomplish yet.
my friend man chun told me that his purpose of living is to die.
he said he lost the compassion to live.
i felt the same as he does.
but when i read the articles, i had change my mind.
the world is still warm and is getting warmer until the go green people keep telling people global warming.
but my warm means the world still love me.
people live to get a better life.
politicians fight among each other to be on the post.
i just learnt a word called servant leadership.
it means the leader works for the subordinates.(Lim Guan Eng)
the traditional way is subordinates work for the leader.(Mr. Mahathir)
they all have the same goal, better life.
but patheticly, people like to use tricks to succeed.
so Mr. Teoh was sacrificed.
but he managed to be a hero in public's heart.
his dead integrated the community more eager to strike for justice.
is very extraordinary to see the chinese stand together fight for the same purpose nowadays.